I found out today that a couple that I baby-sit for split up. It's seriously just so sad. These are two of my favorite people in the world and for three years I baby-sat for them on a weekly basis so that they could maintain a weekly date night. Now Mom and the two little girls that I watched grow up are living off of the street and they spend every other weekends with Dad. It just makes me so sad, I don't really know why I'm surprised my mom's been divorced twice and both sets of grandparents are divorced but I've never really seen a couple that I really like split up.
Not that separation means divorce.
Still sad.
Not to mention I always feel guilty about everything no matter how ridiculous and I can't help but wonder if I was sitll there and giving them there night out a week if it would be better. Not that one thing can save a marriage - but when there are two people who have very busy work careers and they don't have time to be together and be husband and wife and more then just mom and dad and whatever that can't be good. I know for real it's not my fault but you can't help wondering these things you know?
You never know how things in your life effect other peoples - not totally anyway there's no way to know for sure what decision you make will set things in motion for other people. There's always karma and people always think about that - but I'm talking about more then that. I'm talking beyond doing bad things and bad things happening in return just a simple case of action and reaction.
I think I'm repeating myself so I'll end this and go to bed. Boo - work tomorrow, why is that days off always seem to go by ridiculously fast?
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